ughhh....

The last two days I have been 157.6 and then today it was 157.9! I need to remember more calories out THAN IN! I think the mindless snacking or eating off the kid's plates is getting me!

Still working on it...

Today was 158.1. I am super proud to say I didn't get a cake this year ( I totally have no self control!) but I did splurge on popcorn and sour patch kids at the movies. We will have to see what the scale says tomorrow.

Wow! If you stay away from the junk....

Scale today....159.1! YAHOOO! I am back in the 150's!!! Tonight I am going out to eat with friends...of course we will eat late. This worries me. I am going to try and be good all day so I have a bit more wiggle room tonight.

Take the cookie cake away!

Not a bad day yesterday. I did the shred...I hated every moment! Today scale read...159.5 At least it didn't go up!

I am still here and I am still fat!

Today the scale said 160.7. Yep that's right I have gained it all back. Maybe by publishing it on the web I will walk away from the cookies!

ok..I am still back but it is a slow ride

I have fallen on and off the wagon so mant times since the 6th that I should have at least one broken bone BUT I am now on day 4 of the wagon and doing ok...I guess. I am grumpy and hungry right now so I am heading to bed. Weight this morning was 157.3 which is not to bad since last week it was back at 159. I almost threw up!

Well I am back....and it is not good.

As I sit here I am ticked! I have gained just about 15 pounds since August. I know it is the lack of exercise and abundance of cookie cake but it just plain sucks! I am back on the wagon! Watch me roar! Weight...157 something. Goal back to 140! I WILL GET THERE!